The behavior reflects the thought,
Though in some doubt, the tales I bought,
Until the real picture got caught,
and the truth I sought.

Working it out, we gave ourselves another shot,
but this time round, we managed just short.

From routes divergent, we've got to the same lane,
travelling like tracks parallel, not knowing if we meet again.

They say, focus on the journey, not on the destination.
I say, hope till the end lasts my determination
until our paths become one again,
lets try being me again,
having faith and not go insane. 

The Search

An empty mind, a hollow laugh n a numb heart,
Eat into you slowly, surely.
Escape the mundane, n instead look within yourself

For Peace of mind, stillness of thought,
The realization of oneness
The search within,
Am hoping to find more,
More than all I ever discovered in life.

The search is still on, for answers, for closure.
The inward journey, through all my scars n binds,
To find that elusive peace of mind.

Tryst with love..

They say,
love truly,  deeply, unconditionally,
And I tried,
Through all the deceit, disregard and disrespect.
Only to realize, they meant oneself.

Working harder on loving myself, forgiving myself,
for all the deceit, disregard and disrespect,
to my conscience, heart, soul.

Loving myself with all my flaws,
Unconditionally...

The ironies of life ..

The one I trusted, to whom I disclosed my vulnerable worst ..

The one who I thought is my soulmate ... 

Is the one who left a hole in my soul... 

Am I capable of forgiveness, I have my  doubts ... 

If only I could run away ... but will that change anything .. will it help me heal .. 

Will I ever get closure ...  I'll never know... 

But I know one thing for sure .. if I do not forgive my self ... I will never heal...   

Start with me ... Let go  of the pain ... of the anger and the helplessness... 

Cause, I am not helpless... I can help my self ... 

The closest.. hit you the hardest..when least expected ... 

Such are the ironies of life ....  

All of my kindness.... Taken for weakness... 

Hope

Life's a long journey 
Uphill treks n scenic plains
lonely trudges n winding lanes.

So much to do enroute,
So much to see n achieve,
To learn and believe,
To become devout.

There is a light in every dark situation,
Look within for the inspiration,
There's more to the journey than the destination,
Keep faith, its a bright day at the next station

of love and fries

love is... ensuring french fries on the platter right when Im thinking of them :-)